Friday, July 20, 2007
Stars Shining Bright Above You
It happened so quickly that at first I wasn't sure that it was real. He was in front of me, talking about the evening's class, and he just leaned in for a kiss.
"Thank you," he said. "I've really missed coming to your class. It's good to be grounded again"
I was shocked. I blinked my eyes repeatedly as my mouth just sort of hung open in disbelief.
"N-n-no-n-n-n-n-no-n-no," I stammered like a character from The Vicar of Dibley. It was just a peck, but he lingered just long enough for me to realize that he wanted to break that tension that existed between us. The tension that had existed between us for so long.
"I can't," I finally forced out. "You're a student in my class. That's an ethical boundary I have to respect. It's fairly well understood in yogic circles that teachers..." I rambled on. He said he understood. His body language told me he was lying. His shoulders were slouched and the sparkle in his eyes had dimmed. The post-yoga glow that had surrounded him had begun to fade. I grabbed two teas as we exited the studio and asked about his recent adventures and escapades.
We sat on a bench outside and chatted, discussing his recent travels. His statements seemed strained and forced. He seemed tense, like he was unsure about what to do, what to say. And then, just as quickly as before, he did it again. I didn't stop him. The kiss deepened as he touched my arm, causing goose-bumps to rise on my flesh. The tension that had existed between us for so many months just broke. There was such an overflow of energy that consumed the two of us, sitting on that park bench, that I felt light-headed. I felt like I couldn't hold the kiss any longer, but I was afraid of what would happen if I was the one to break it.
A large crack of thunder brought me out of my daze. The kiss was broken. It was raining. Hard. I opened my eyes, and my pillow was wet.
Saturday, July 7, 2007
Lifestyles of the Rich and Famous
Like a previous encounter with an ex, this one was not completely unexpected, even if this was unanticipated. While our paths rarely crossed, in a town as small as Austin, it was gonna happen at some point.
And that's how it happened. All of a sudden. That's how I wound up standing next to JH, Latex Guy, and current front-runner Chef Guy. I had hoped that my first encounter with Latex in the six-plus months since our breakup would have allowed for more one-on-one conversation without the pressure of ensuring that Chef Guy (who I've only been hanging out with for two weeks) was not insecure about me having an extended chat with some guy.
JH and Chef Guy were rather drunk, which made for some interesting conversation topics. For the most part, however, the conversation was comfortable, even if I did have to maneuver the conversation away from various "I miss us hanging out" comments made by Latex.
And then it happened. He was drunk. He was trying to keep it light. But it was still rather surreal. I don't quite remember how it happened, but JH asked to see Latex's cock. "I wanna see it. Go ahead, pull it out," he said.
My eyes widened. Did I really just hear what I thought I heard? Yes, one of my ex-boyfriends asked to see another ex-boyfriend's cock, in the middle of a bar, right in front of the guy I'm currently... dating.
And that's how it happened. All of a sudden. That's how I wound up standing next to JH, Latex Guy, and current front-runner Chef Guy. I had hoped that my first encounter with Latex in the six-plus months since our breakup would have allowed for more one-on-one conversation without the pressure of ensuring that Chef Guy (who I've only been hanging out with for two weeks) was not insecure about me having an extended chat with some guy.
JH and Chef Guy were rather drunk, which made for some interesting conversation topics. For the most part, however, the conversation was comfortable, even if I did have to maneuver the conversation away from various "I miss us hanging out" comments made by Latex.
And then it happened. He was drunk. He was trying to keep it light. But it was still rather surreal. I don't quite remember how it happened, but JH asked to see Latex's cock. "I wanna see it. Go ahead, pull it out," he said.
My eyes widened. Did I really just hear what I thought I heard? Yes, one of my ex-boyfriends asked to see another ex-boyfriend's cock, in the middle of a bar, right in front of the guy I'm currently... dating.
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